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每个人心中都有一把尺，尺的长度，单位，甚至角度都不一样。怎么去衡量每件事都是一个学问。

May update

It has been a long time since I last update my blog.

A lot had happened, and I couldn't manage to arrange. Yet the most impact of all is, it seems like she has started a relationship with another guy. I guess it is time for me to try on other girls, literally.

Relationship is always a problem. Honestly, you will be surprised that I never had a relationship last longer than 3 months. I never feel appreciation to a girl that is not 'right'. And in fact, she is still the girl I love the most. Everyone knows that. And everyone is asking me to stop that, I know.

Back to my May update, I had a short holiday trip to Pulau Perhentian with friends. Good chance to relieve myself from stressful and never ending workload.



Total number of participants = 9 (6 male and 3 female)



Have a short rest before going extreme.



In speed boat, travelling 50km/hr.



Let the frenzy begin.



Not bad for a Pulau.

Most of the precious time we had were without camera. It was too expensive to buy (actually quite affordable, but we have just past sea-turtle session so we didn't buy). Next time we will prepare, if we plan to go again. The rest go to my facebook to see la. Too many photo to upload.

End of April

Time is best cure indeed. It will never stop running.

I had a busy April, not really busy about working, but outings. I actually went back to KK and not much people know about it. Purpose of this KK trip is family trip, to eat to see to play. Eat of course eat seafood lah.

There is a shop which is owned by my mother's friend call aunty 'ah mei' if i'm not mistaken. When I mention to my friends, their first impression is: oh eat cake punya kan? but actually the fish head meehoon is much better. Aunty cooked 3 big bowl, 1 normal fish head meehon, 1 yu watt meehon and a curry fish mee, each bowl 1 feet in diameter. I mention the size because I managed to habiskan 1 bowl of soup. We even think of recommending ah xian to come here.

This is the shop, in damai:


This is the famous ahlok. Realise the kampung man poster, I didn't know gardenia soft drink rumours are real.



The next day terus, we went to gayang to eat seafood.







There was 1 dish that I forgot to take picture. I terus grab bah. However, I manage to find a photo. Google is my friend indeed.



The legendary dish bah! But without onion lah.



I win bah.

Afterward we went to sight-seeing. Took some nice photo. I like the reflection.



Tanjung Aru also got bah.



The cloud looked nice. I imagined it as a phoenix.

Next day, we terus on a plan to manukan. I wasn't very into this plan because I just had my lasik done for less than a month. Doctor advised me not to swim. In addition, I remember manukan was polluted.

I was wrong. Some guy had did a great job preserving the island. I was so impressed and I will f-go back again if i have a chance.

I enter pulau manukan like I have step into Saint Peter's Gate.



Water was so clean like my house's swimming pool. Nah as if i have a swimming pool in my house.



World class beach bah. Oi budak spoil my picture!



Back to KK, I went to my aunt's house and I realise something. Something that I've missed, something KK has but KL doesn't. Guess what?



Tangki air SABAWAN!

In KK airport, I realise Ferrero has launched a new line (already more than half year actually) called Rondnoir.

Busy April

All my weekend has fully booked. I try to keep myself busy so that I won't think unnecessary stuff.

Last week was Ching Ming. I went back to Kampar and the next day came back to KL for another round of Ching Ming. A tiring week I concluded.

Second week, that is just few days ago, was more notable. I went to do LASIK on Monday. LASIK as in cut a flap in my eyes, open it and laser/burn one part which I am not sure, so that the focus point will concentrate on the light sensitive tissue in eye ball. Whatever it is, it cure short-sighted. After came out from the operation room, my eyes were like burning oh-what-the-hell I couldn't even sleep. Luckily the pain eventually faded after few hours. But I could not open my eyes too wide. So I just buka roti Gardenia yang aku dah prepared to eat, without opening my eyes. Pitiful. I was given a pair of ultraman eye shields to prevent myself from rubbing my eyes, too.

The next day when I opened my eyes, oh-what-the-hell I could see the ceiling! Although there was slightly blur in eye sight, but I can already drive and work. At night go to yamcha lagi. It is worth suffered for the night and of course the flap-cutting process. Wednesday went to watch fast and furious lagi. but after the movie then my eyes very tired la.

My plan for weekend was canceled due to some reason. Therefore I went to 1U with my mom to see sunglasses. My friend told me that there are cheap UV+polarized sunglasses in sport shops. Oh-what-the-hell so cheap terus see terus buy bah. But then eventually I found that the quality of polarize is not as good as my boss' Oakley. Of course la what do you expect.

Two days ago was her birthday. She seems like enjoying her birthday I'm glad.
Happy birthday...

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I wish I have the ability to fast forward this period of time. Because I am missing her badly. Just like the movie Forgetting Sarah Marshall, I can possibly find any thing around me that reminds me of her.


I used to tapao soup/porridge for her.


We used to exchange our key chain.


We used to hunt nice food around KL.


We used to like this tea so much.


I owe her a fondue.





I don't want to say I miss you.

No peace in my mind

I was standing at a place of nowhere. It was so dark, I couldn't even see my own finger. I looked further. I saw blur image of myself that not belong to present time. One of the images showing me that I am doing dirty work in old age. Low wealth life. Struggling to live. Another one of the images showing me that how successful my life has been. Power, glory, money, I have everything a man wanted in his life.

Without thinking, I stepped forward to the latter image, slowly, carefully. I want all these. The path to the image is so dark. I kept walking, although I felt some obstacles laying in front.

Nothing can stop me.

I kept walking, I stepped and crossed on every obstacle I felt with my own feet. I was motivated every time I looked into the image. After an hour, I finally reached.

All of sudden, god switched on the light. Now I have clear image of the world I am in. Power, glory, money, all greater than I seen from far away. I become one of the most influential man in the world. However, I have nothing more than these. I feel the picture is not completed. Something is missing. That's right, friends, family, where are they?

I looked back. I found my friends and family. They were laying on the path, their body full of my foot prints.



Stop!!! That's all for imagination. However there is no red light in my mind. I just can't stop thinking. Life, love, friends, family, career. No wonder people say 'rest in peace'. There is only peace of mind when people are dead.

白色情人节

据说白色情人节是表白的对象回应自己的日子。

我回想当初怎么向她表白，我才发现原来已经三年前了。回头看这三年，我做过了不少的第一次。我第一次只身假扮大客，去工业区帮她讨presentation用的fibre glass.我第一次因为一个人生病而坐立不安，最后打包粥在她家外面等她醒来。最最重要的是，我第一次真正爱上一个人。

或许是值得的吧。

已经等了三个白色情人节。奇迹始终没有出现。